Tuesday, October 9, 2012

EXTREME ED BLOG **MAY BE TRIGGERING

fuck my sanity is gone.
I got through my day because of the fucking amazing, constant support from The Lovely Bones <3
I love you so much & I don't know where I'd be without you now.


95 lbs this morning.
I've restricted up the ass today.
I've only had about a cup of fruit, water, coffee, and diet pepsi.
I'm motivated to show this medication that it cannot take over MY body.
This is ME, and my chance to become perfect.
Stupid meds, and food are not going to ruin what i've fought for!
Ill be 80 lbs soon...just gotta keep pushing and believing I can
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6 comments:

  1. Depressed Skinny Mess.October 9, 2012 at 5:06 PM

    Please don't lose hope!! If i lived in the US i would txt you allday if you needed me! :( But obviously can't coz phones wont connect from the UK :( Keep strong my love, keep fighting!!! xx

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    1. CleonaOctober 11, 2012 at 3:25 PM

      awww i wish we could too :( I get so worried about you when we don't hear anything for weeks. I hope you are doing better though.

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  2. AnonymousOctober 10, 2012 at 5:56 PM

    Please take care hun, I hope you will be okay <3
    Alice xx

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  3. Ruby TuesdayOctober 11, 2012 at 3:16 AM

    Hang in there

    I'm in a similar position so you're not alone x

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  4. The Lovely BonesOctober 13, 2012 at 3:00 AM

    Love you so much darling, please keep fighting on, you could get through this.

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