I'm motivated. I hit 110.0 lbs! Fucking disgusting. I'm not eating I'm promising myself that I will not I will not let this weight control me again.
I love all you girls who support me.
If anyone wants to KIK me anorexiaistheenemy
Sunday, July 7, 2013
I'm fighting
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
I am back, and I need to be more than ever.
Hey remember when i used to write on here every day?...Obsess over my food, my thoughts, my feelings, my problems...Well I don't know what happened. Its like I lost the will to even have discipline with myself. I just gave up on trying so hard and I'm more miserable than ever.
I stopped counting calories even though every bite of food was screaming at me to not kill it.
I feel the guilty effect from just eating and not listening to ana as she screams in my fucking face every damn day. I used to be 88 lbs and they forced me to eat....
Well I have a job again.
I have access to a computer while I'm here and I can start counting calories, restricting as much as possible, diet pills, exercise, weighing everyday most likely twice a day.
I feel like a FAT PIG
please give me motivation
I stopped counting calories even though every bite of food was screaming at me to not kill it.
I feel the guilty effect from just eating and not listening to ana as she screams in my fucking face every damn day. I used to be 88 lbs and they forced me to eat....
Well I have a job again.
I have access to a computer while I'm here and I can start counting calories, restricting as much as possible, diet pills, exercise, weighing everyday most likely twice a day.
I feel like a FAT PIG
please give me motivation
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