Monday, August 13, 2012
I've gained 3 - 4 lbs because I've been forced to eat all weekend even though my stomach has been burning non stop. No one cares that it hurts me that they're forcing this upon me. I just want to shrivel away forever. No one cares anymore. Everyone doesn't even know how to talk to me. They just look at me like they're waiting for me to do something drastic.......maybe it's time to give them what they're waiting for.
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Darling, don't let them force you to eat. If it's hurting you then please make them stop. I'm scared for you. I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better. Force feeding someone is no way to deal with an eating disorder. It makes me so angry when people just force feed someone until they're at a weight they deem 'acceptable' then decide you don't need any more help.
ReplyDeleteIf they wanted to help you then they should let you restrict and talk to you about how you're feeling.
Fuck, I'm almost crying now. Please darling, take care and stay strong. I'm always going to be here for you.