Pretty sure I screwed myself this weekend. It was Landon and I's anniversary weekend...went well I was just really moody because 1. i'm sick and 2. stupid period decided to show up. I never get really bad PMS but this weekend was the biggest bitch. I was 113 before the weekend I don't even want to jump on a scale i'm sure i'm back to 120....going to stick to my diet pills for the week. I will have a big long venting post later, i'm too tired right now, and at work. I literally want to kill myself, and the feeling isn't going away.