Island in the Sun

So when I started REALLY gaining weight my grandma was always "oh my how much do you weigh now" or "oh you look really bloated" or "have you gained a lot of weight?" She's such a sweetheart right? -_____- Well this morning I go in to say good bye and she's complaining that I'm getting too thin! seriously??

And then today I'm dealing with Landon's baby momma drama. This girl claims to have his kid, lied about the whole thing said the girl was born a month before she was actually born all this crazy other shit. But he refuses to talk to her, so who's the next person?? Me....at least she isn't a bitch to me like she was to his last ex. She's always sending me pictures of her, and emails about court and it's like okay i'm helping but I'm tired of always talking to you about something that is none of my business..I can't imagine Landon taking care of a child. Just last night he's like why have a baby all they do is cry. When they wake up they cry, when they need to be changed they cry, they need food they cry, then they just cry for the hell of it....it's like what do you expect them to do? The little girl's birthday is coming up though and I think Landon should do something for her, but he won't.

Ate a little today....3 bottles of water, and like 7 cheez its. 1 1/2 diet pills. My mom bought me snap peas but I'm too afraid to eat them. I'm really bloated right now and it's just making me look really fat and like all of this isn't even working :( stupid upcoming period