Sized Up

A little over a month ago I was 98 lbs...
I'm still that weight!
fuck, i'm so mad at myself.

8/15 Measurements:

Thighs: 18.5 in.
Mid-Thigh: 17 in.
Hips: 31 in.
Butt: 34 in.
Below Bust: 29.5 in.
Bust: 33.5 in.
Calves: 13 in.
Bicep: 9.5 in.

9/18 Measurements:
Thighs: 16.9 in.
Mid-Thigh: 15.5 in.
Hips: 30 in.
Butt: 32.5 in.
Below Bust: 27 in.
Bust: 32.5 in.
Calves: 12.2 in.
Bicep: 8.5 in.

why is it that my measurements dropped but my weight didn't! ugh fuck me.
I'm just fat. I'll die this way.