I'm such a pathetic fake fucking loser who doesn't even deserve to breath.
Take me away.
So after my fucking binge last night what do I eat this morning??
Coffee - 35 calories
Apple - 70 calories
tiny tiny piece of toast - 50?
egg white - 60 calories
& I'm about to eat again I really DO NOT WANT TO!....but i'm on the verge of tears just because I'm so fed up with these feelings feeling soooo bottled up and I can't release them at all. Its just becoming crowded where all of them stay. Crowded, cluttered, dark, crammed, and scared. I literally have no idea what the fuck I'm going to tell Landon when he sees my random cut on my hip, wrist, forearm, and chest where i stabbed the razor into myself repeatedly....He saw me hit mystomach yesterday and he told me that I'm becoming a schizo....apparently he thinks thats how schizo's start out. Least I'd have an excuse why my mind is so fucked .....
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Swear I wrote my last post without seeing this. Same place you're in, although double digits are so far away I don't think I'm physically able to reach them...
ReplyDeleteSorry about the boyfriend concerns :(
We're in the same boat...
ReplyDeleteWishing you well<3
There is plenty of arguing that you're a disgusting pig. I for one would argue against that for hours!
ReplyDeleteYou are beautiful and successful and amazing, and words can't even describe how much I love you.
Happy birthday you wonderful, beautiful, amazing friend.
Love you so so much.