Monday, September 17, 2012

85 lbs; 85 lbs; 85 lbs

all that i'm going to have replaying in my mind is 85 lbs. 
85 lbs
85 lbs

I'll get there. I'll starve. I'll fast. I'll live off water. I'll become so drained and tired I look like I'm dying. I'll hide everything and all my feelings just so you can go on and be happy with your life. I'll just sit here and pretend it's all okay as i'm withering away. 

I have bruises all over my back and legs now. I'm weak. I'm hungry. I'm full. 

I don't know how to feel.








I would give up literally anything in this entire world for these legs.








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3 comments:

  1. LyssaBSeptember 17, 2012 at 8:16 PM

    I hope your thoughts of suicide have gone away. 85 does sound lovely. Just make sure to keep your body alive while pursuing your goal.

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  2. The Lovely BonesSeptember 18, 2012 at 2:26 AM

    Good luck. Please take care of yourself. And remember any time you need to talk or need encouragement or advice I'm here for you.

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  3. AnonymousSeptember 19, 2012 at 7:52 AM

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