at least 14 Hi-chew candies
1 small milkshake
1 small fries
& then all the other crap before that during the day
Today though I've got it under control
Thanks to my mom today I've ate a teeny tiny portion of a salad like literally maybe 1/2 a cup
and 1/4 of an apple
for dinner I'm going to make a big salad
I had my psychiatrist appointment on Saturday and he decided that the medication was probably making me worse. So he planned to put me on remeron, buspar, and trazodone but he called and I let him know a main concern of mine was gaining weight ( I knew the remeron would have that side effect) so he agreed that he definitely didn't want to add more stress on myself so we'd stay away from medication that causes weight gain. In the next couple days I'm weaning off the Lexapro and starting Zoloft and for sleep and "slight PTSD" he gave me Prazosin....which is actually mainly for High Blood Pressure but an off label use is PTSD....it says take one pill at bedtime and if needed take another 45 minutes later.....& its main side effect Low Blood Pressure...NO SHIT! The cutting is still going on practically daily but nothing too bad I guess...I don't even know why i don't have to be super sad crying but I just have this feeling and this pressure in my body and I don't know how to get rid of it.
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