I will have a proper update tomorrow but just a quick one. I ate HORRIBLY since I last posted. I mean really really bad, and I knew what I was putting in my body, it was killing me....but my motherfuckin period had to be here and Landon was always around so I couldn't take any diet pills. Basically, I'm back up to 110 lbs. and I want to kill myself. Today I've barely ate a thing, and I plan on doing that most of the week. Just barely getting by on what I need to. I just need to drop dead.