I haven't been on here in way too long.
My life had really fallen apart, and I lost myself more than I ever did before.
My eating disorder became more of a binge phase, less restricting.
Of course this only has made me feel worse.
I'm starting over again. I want to feel good about myself. I want to show everyone what I can be.
S K I N N Y .
I'm starting at 110 lbs.
In one week I want to be at 105 lbs.
In two weeks I want to be 100 lbs.
5 lbs loss is my goal for every week.
I will win this time.
I am not a failure.
I can prove to everyone that this is my life, my decisions, my happiness.
I'm not pro ana but those tips and thinspiration truly help me lose weight and feel better.
So back at it again i'm dedicating my life to weight loss.
On February 20th this year it will be exactly two years since I started starving myself.
It's been a long up and down battle.
I'm back lovelies.
I miss you. I haven't posted on here for months either. This is the first time in so long I've checked this site. Hope you're doing okay. I'm always her for you, sister xxx
ReplyDeleteWelcome back. I'm sorry to hear things have been so crappy for you. Things can improve, you can get your life back and feel good about yourself, though it's easier said than done.
ReplyDeleteTake care as best you can xx