Skinny bitches

For once I want to feel skinny. I'm down to 106.8 lbs today. I've been drinking water, walked about 4 miles, eating so much better.

But good news! The gym I signed up for is open tomorrow!! And it's 24 hours I can't fucking weight to get my shit in check. In one month I will be fucking tiny I promise you guys. I've missed a lot of you girls on here.

Bella and lovely bones I'm going to write back to you soon. I can't go on the computer much cause it's my moms and I'm afraid she'll find my blog. That would suck. They already are noticing I'm relapsing. I shouldn't have "recovered" in the first place. I know my body can go further than I did before. There are girls taller than me that weigh in the 70s! It's mind blowing.

It's sick that they motivate me to be better than them.

SKINNY

I haven't been on here in way too long. 

My life had really fallen apart, and I lost myself more than I ever did before.

My eating disorder became more of a binge phase, less restricting.

Of course this only has made me feel worse.

I'm starting over again. I want to feel good about myself. I want to show everyone what I can be.

S K I N N Y .

I'm starting at 110 lbs.

In one week I want to be at 105 lbs.

In two weeks I want to be 100 lbs.

5 lbs loss is my goal for every week. 

I will win this time.

I am not a failure.

I can prove to everyone that this is my life, my decisions, my happiness.

I'm not pro ana but those tips and thinspiration truly help me lose weight and feel better.

So back at it again i'm dedicating my life to weight loss.

On February 20th this year it will be exactly two years since I started starving myself.

It's been a long up and down battle.

I'm back lovelies.