I've become lazy. I was so used to my stomach burning all the time, not being able to eat and not by choice.
My medication is helping, its evident in everything I do. I don't have such horrible thoughts about myself ALL day, I still do little times throughout the day but its better. My stomach doesnt burn. I'm able to eat and maybe a little too much. I've gone back to late night binges with landon, eating fast food daily...I feel shitty and bloated all the time. I have to detox my body badly I want to feel thin again. I havent been home in at least 5 days so I haven't weighed myself and it's driving me insane.
Intake for today
water
small spoonful of macaroni salad
half of a baked grilled cheese
1 clementine
I want to keep it very low today. I'm considering taking my diet pills again but i'm afraid of taking anything with my medication. & I just went to go look for them and they're no where to be found :( fuck me I guess i'll be using coffee to help
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