Last night has been the worst night of my life.
I....
-lost my boyfriend for good.
-cried literally all night
-cut again
-lost 3lbs overnight
-cant stand up without blacking out from my blood pressure
-cant stop throwing up
-cant eat a single thing
-am really really alone now :'(
I weighed 99lbs last night when I got home. Woke up this morning 96lbs.
Since it's only me now. I think I'll be getting way thinner soon. I think 85lbs is my new goals.
Hey Cle, I'm sorry things aren't going too well at the moment. I hope you're ok. Please take care <3
ReplyDeleteAlice xx
Shit. Why did I choose this week to get so behind on blogs.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry I wasn't there for you.
I love you so much, take care and stay strong. You can get through this, I'm always here for you.
Love you.