Basically I'm failing at life.
Tuesday 6/13 Intake: Plum (30), Salad (120), Dressing (35) = 165 calories
Wednesday 6/14 Intake: 3 pieces of pizza with bacon, and extra cheese (928), ice cream (28), coke(146) = 1,101 - fuck me........this was almost all one meal after 5 pm.
I slept most of the day Wednesday, woke up around 12 pm went back to sleep and woke up around 4pm my heart was immediately the second i woke up I was dizzy my vision would turn white or all black and fuzzy and it stayed that way the entire night. Then I went into a panic attack right before I tried to go back to sleep for the night. Wasn't a fun day.
Today though I bought a new long skirt cause all of my pants have become gigantic on me. Everyone says that the skirt makes me look incredibly "too" skinny. I can't be "too" skinny. I also bought a shirt and it was a children's size (L). That made me feel pretty good.
Landon was in a good mood yeesterday so he was very loving to me. I still think its fake.
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