I just need to give up on trying to be skinny. I've been so stressed so angry so mad so upset that I've been eating whatever I feel like and I don't ever fucking stop. It's like I know exactly what I'm putting in my body, I don't know the exact calories (which drives me fucking insane), but I keep going and going and going. I havent been exercising. I've just given up on everything.
My itching hasn't gone away since wednesday and i'm developing like a rash sorta I guess its only on my neck soooo I'm going to the doctors tonight yippie -_____-. my mom wants to talk to her about putting me on some sort of anxiety medication too.
Good luck at the doctors, I hope they actually do something to help you this time. Maybe the anti-anxiety medication will be good for you? Hope everything's okay and the doctor sorts things out.
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