So I talked to Landon....he apparently didn't know that I was in the hospital, yet he knew that I had attempted? It doesn't make sense I'm pretty sure he's full of shit. He told me that I was selfish and dumb....he finally got a car though and he said that he wants to pick me up tonight...I don't know what I want or what do to.
Did you meet him in the end yesterday? What happened? I hope you're okay. Sorry I couldn't comment yesterday, my blog completely crashed and wouldn't let me do anything.
ReplyDeleteyeah he ended up picking me up and we hung out at hookah. and then yesterday I finally got a day off from work and we went to the beach, and skateboarded for hours down the strand, we looked in all the stores, looked at seals, it was so nice, and amazing jjust being there with him not worrying about anything. I was happy, like actually freaking happy and I haven't felt that happy in so long and it just made me even more confused because I don't want to go running back to him just for him to go back to his old ways....
DeleteI'm so glad you're happy again. Do you think he's genuinely changed and is ready to treat you well this time? I hope everything turns out well for you, you deserve happiness.
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