Blowing Away

This is the best thing that could've happened, Any longer and I wouldn't have made it. It's not a war no it's not a rapture. I'm just a person but you can't take it. The same tricks that once fooled me they won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory. Now I can fend for myself.

I just remembered last night I was sitting on Landon's bed, I had just smoked, I was starting to feel it, and then all of a sudden I thought I had fallen asleep I seriously thought I was dreaming and I had food in my hands and I was imaging eating all of it. Then I snapped out of it and realized that I was awake, and didn't have food at all yesterday. 
Then just now I was looking online for recipes for a grilled chicken salad i'm going to make when I get home and I swear I started smelling all the foods right through the computer. 


I'm losing it.