Yesterday I did so well with not eating!.....until about 12 am when i got high and decided to eat 4 rice cakes and a pack of saltine crackers oh and a rockstar so I was up until 5 am. The binge also happened because Landon decided to snap on me for no reason and it really upset me. I was just taking a small nap and all of a sudden i get woken up to him screaming at me because I didn't reply to a text he sent me while he was in the other room....I hate when he gets into these moods. I know he hasn't been feeling well but I've been trying to do my best to take care of him. Let me tell you though these fights are sooo much better and less intense than they used to be. We've been dating for almost a year now and the first few months were hell! Through our entire relationships we've broken up probably about 8 - 10 times. Cops were called twice. There were a few times that were my fault but other times were just plain fucking stupid ass fights. He gets mad over the dumbest shit seriously and it's really annoying at times. But i'm still here ya know.....
Well trying to not eat today is going to be hard but I'm going to go on a run right now hopefully burn off the 180 calories I already ate today.
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