All Eyes on You Now.

I used to love drawing eyes before my depression,
and now I seem to have lost the love, and fun
I used to have just drawing all day long. I feel like I
Lost myself in this black hole.

Didn't really get to count the calories I ate today but I know it isn't that much.
For lunch I was preparing a frozen chicken noodle soup that was only 140 calories for the entire thing. After making I realized I didn't need all the nasty noodles, or the fake chicken, or overly processed carrots soooo I took all the broth out cut up broccoli, carrots, jalapenos, spinach, and celery, and it was pretty yummy. And I couldn't even finish a 1/4th of the soup. Hopefully wasn't too much calories "/

Last night Landon brought up becoming Vegan again because his Cholesterol is way too high. Immediately  I was like HELL YESSS! cause that would totally help with losing this weight and it would make it so much easier if he was dieting with me. He's always wanting to eat out and eat fast food because that's all he lives around. We used to go to Whole Foods a lot but we think that's where he caught Hepatitis from so he's been staying away from there. I really want to do this though even without him I think I'll start this weekend when I get paid. I've already looked up blogs for vegans, and vegetarians and some of the recipes look amazing, and it makes me hungry "/ but my appetite is like shot today from me being sick.